Miserable Handjob

An intense loneliness drives

This depression home, like a

Beautiful row of nails in my coffin.

Take me in your hands and

Give me cause to smile.

Don't take this fantasy from me.

Don't look into my thoughts, they are

My own and they will break your heart.

So hold my head while I cry, one last time.

Help me fall apart, I am ready to let the waves

Take me away.