My Dear

He found the change he was looking for that day. He put his hat upon his head and began weeping blood.

I've got one last chance to watch her dance with the birds, her skin in its own pale light. My eternity is slipping away... I can't breath, the walls of my mind are closing in, crushing me. And, yet here I stand, watching her move through my world. She paints such beautiful spirals across my skin... Forgive me my dear...

Here she comes to find a home inside my head, she will never leave this shell. I am so sorry I scream and wrestle her to the ground telling her that she can have a home inside my head... I will hold her honey comb in my hands forever. My temple suddenly goes cold, abandoned by the angels. Her soulless eyes stare up at me, she still holds a fraction of her living beauty. Now that she lives only in my head she turns on me chasing me across the world. She never sleeps so neither do I... I don't want her anymore, I try over and over again to kill her, to bring her back to life. Always she is there laughing and screaming at me. Forgive me

my dear...